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Why do thoughts of suicide always seem to pervade my mind? It's not… - MiamoresparaSie — LiveJournal
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Why do thoughts of suicide always seem to pervade my mind? It's not necessarily the thought of committing it always, but what I would do leading up to it, what I would do with my possessions and what I could say for my last words, if they would impact anyone? I used to give myself ultimatums regarding the taking of my life, that if I didn't have progression in my life by 21 I'd finally take the plunge, yet here I am. I'm not sure who I would be missed by as I seem to have pushed most of my friends out of my life apparently. I sure wouldn't want to be known by a stupid status update as I saw recently for someone else's death. I don't think I've been happy since Senior Year. I'm Unwell.

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sietelle From: sietelle Date: April 3rd, 2012 08:15 am (UTC) (Link)
you pushed me away but I"m still here.
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