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I swear it's like you're trying to make me break off things so you don't have to. You said you don't regret talking again but then it's like we don't even talk. You only seem to engage if it's about TF2 or AC or some other game or such. The only thing I've enjoyed since has probably been the night looking through wanda's sex tips because it was just natural or something. It feels like you resent me and if so I'd like to know.
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I have been Erased.
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I wish I had read Lore and such before finally doing this Well Read Achievement. It's weird to read parts of Warcraft 3 and about the events that turned Deathwing.

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Why do thoughts of suicide always seem to pervade my mind? It's not necessarily the thought of committing it always, but what I would do leading up to it, what I would do with my possessions and what I could say for my last words, if they would impact anyone? I used to give myself ultimatums regarding the taking of my life, that if I didn't have progression in my life by 21 I'd finally take the plunge, yet here I am. I'm not sure who I would be missed by as I seem to have pushed most of my friends out of my life apparently. I sure wouldn't want to be known by a stupid status update as I saw recently for someone else's death. I don't think I've been happy since Senior Year. I'm Unwell.

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E.Style (English Version)Edit Send "Bad Communication" Ringtone to your Cell Lady I can't feel
What's in my heart of sfeel
I know you're looking lovely
And I know how sweet you are
Is it love? or is it not
Oh, I don't know, wow wow wow...

Goin' through the night
Step in to the light
We can save more time
And grow our precious love so strong
Talk to me, I wanna talk to you
I say wow wow wow...

Now where do we go?
Just face to face
And don't turn your eyes away from the truth
Nothing to fear
Just you & I
So let's make sure, wht's goin' on

Hey, hey, say you love it, right now, let it all out
You don't need to hide away
Just tell me what you're thinkin'
Hey, hey, say you hate it, right now, let it all off
I wanna get to know you better
Let me see you naked eyes

Hey, hey
Speak up
We need
Wow wow wow...
Bad communication!

Thought love was on your mind
But found nothing of the kind
There is something missing, baby
Something just not right
Is it time? or is it money?
I don't know, wow wow wow...

Waiting for the chime
The sign to tell the time
We've got no revelation
We're as free as we can be
Movin' out, an' movin' in
We say wow wow wow...

Now where do we go?
Just face to face
And don't turn your eyes away from the truth
Nothing to fear
Just you & I
So let's make sure, whta's goin' on

Hey, hey, say you love it, right now, let it all out
You don't need to hide away
Just tell me what you're thinkin'
Hey, hey, say you hate it, right now, let it all off
I wanna get to know you better
Let me see your naked eyes

Hey, hey, I say I love it, right now, I'll let it all out
Always gonna keep in touch
So hurry up, come on baby!
Hey, hey, I say I hate it, right now, I'll let it all off
Wow wow wow...
Bad communication!

I can hear you thing
You can hear me sing
We can get along together
We can make it through
So say yeah, yeah alright
We say wow wow wow...

Now where do we go?
Just face to face
And don't turn your eyes away from the truth
Nothing to fear
Just you & I
So let's make sure, whta's goin' on

Hey, hey, say you love it, right now, let it all out
You don't need to hide away
Just tell me what you're thinkin'
Hey, hey, say you hate it, right now, let it all off
I wanna get to know you better
Let me see your naked eyes

Hey, hey, I say I love it, right now, I'll let it all out
Always gonna keep in touch
So hurry up, come on baby!
Hey, hey, I say I hate it, right now, I'll let it all off
Wow wow wow...
Bad communication!
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You didn't ask me lol

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Whatever, logged on - Did Some VoA's that Sie was supposed to be in but she didn't get invites so I feel she gets pissed at me, so I'm pissed at myself. Then she just hops toons and does randoms alone so it only re-inforces my thoughts. I leave for a while and apparently AIM effed up when I alt f4'd and kicked me off so I thought if I said it wasn't intentional or something, well it wasn't, that something would happen or something idk. Went on later did my Kara and ZG and finally got the Warhorse, just made me think of how she complains that she doesn't have a cool mount for Ikuta but I've offered before if she has wanted to come to ZG and she always just says no, and so I logged on and she's just running her heroics still and then I log. Pretty much I'm just feeling terrible, asked if I should go to raid or not, no answer, whatever. Went, almost left intentionally by afk'ing but then later she asks if I want to tank something and I genuinely started to feel better and she just laughs at me and I ask why and of course her fucking answer is idk. I swear to god one of these days I'm going to just go ballistic. Later we do a weekly and blah afterwards, went into an IC to pass time see if she would ever answer about going somewhere but she just says idk and logs. Earlier too she was supposed to go to a baseball game and ended up not, and all I was doing was offering suggestions on ways to still go and all she has to say is that her mom agrees with her and that's good enough and then just doesn't respond to me after. Essentially I feel she knows what she wants to do but if I ask it's idk, idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk bye. The otehr day I had asked her how a party went, she said good, and I never reponded because I was hoping she would elaborate without me having to ask, of course not though. Something else to add, idk. More. Oh, right her wut's. Half the time I swear she doesn't read what I say, how what can be a question just baffles me, be more concise for god's sake.
Wtf
I think I just have the need to feel wanted

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Dad says I have to move out today, so I'm doing that apparently
Last Journal for a while I suppose, although next journal would probably be consistently late seeing as how I never post anyways
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